About me
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you
this is me
angus soh -05-12-94
i am who i am. dun like me ? fuck off den.
this is me
angus soh -05-12-94
i am who i am. dun like me ? fuck off den.
You're so hard to forget
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I'm not over it
Monday, July 26, 2010
4:40 AM
well, i came to blog about all that have been running through my mind. I've to get a way to get them out. and the best way is to blog. People say, good dreams don't come true. i guess its right. i dreamt about you so many times. its always dreams where we can sit down and talk things out, we would hang out together once again. its already 4 months. nothing much is changing. i also found out i got deleted. i only can tell you i didn't realize you were talking to me when you were in front of your group of friends. you choose not to believe me. then its alright. cos i explained myself. i told the truth, i did what i could. i have done what i could. everything i do, i doubt there is a lot which you can actually remember. i can remember all the messages, even though my phone is spoilt, they are still fresh and vivid in my head. spinning around me. i get reminded of you with everything i do. now when i think back, i did cherish the friendship, the brotherhood. really, even though there won't be a second time. i can remember our first time going out. and how you would care about me even when you are with your friends. how you would know i feel left out and awkward without me having the need to tell you. i treasure those moments. and i'm still treasuring them now. Like what i had told you. once my kor, always my kor. and you always will be. and i know there's no second chances and second times. and i can only wish you all the best. for everything you do, for every choice you make. i hope you can really know what you want and what's best for you. having to sit behind you in class but yet i can't talk to you. the feeling is terrible. trying to forget someone is never easy. after i've done so much to let you in, its not easy to let you off now.
Love